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Wounds Of Betrayal

by Petals Of Sorrow

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1.
Not Meant To Be 08:21
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Not Meant To Be Unwanted... I was... Nobody waited... for me to come... Unbearble... was my need for love And childlish longing for the happiness Not ment to be It's me Who was Not ment to be Unwanted... I am... still... So hated... by my own creater... Unsightly... taking every breath That's what you said into my face Not ment to be It's me Who was Not ment to be Tell me why Do I breath then How could you try To punish me For I am When I'm not meant to be Is it my fault For I'm not meant to be When it went wrong If I'm not meant be Who am I If I'm not meant to be I am not meant to be
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Destroying Personality 05:09
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Destroying Personality I'm falling Slowly fading Fuck me! You're fucking me like I am your slut Keep holdig me down Afraid that I may rise And I will rise Someday my pain Will turn into the hate All lies you've spread To keep me here will fade Someday Someday Oh, how I'm waiting that day You still treating me like I am worthless shit Beated down to the ground I can't do anything Yet I dream 'bout rising Someday my pain Will turn into the hate All lies you've spread To keep me here will fade Someday Someday And I slowly fade away As time passing by Bit by bit I'm turning into nothing Will I be able to hold on? I guess, no
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Parents With No Love 04:39
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Parents With No Love I am the garbage I am not useful And since I’m your property You can just throw me (Throw me) Throw me away!!! ‘Cause this is who you are! This is how you live! So what’s the point of me Being here? Every my step Is the reason for you to look away Without even hiding your shame I proved to be useless And that’s the reason of your hate Throw me away like garbage Throw me away like shit Throw me away like nothing Forget about me living here I am the garbage And I am the trash Shameful existence Deserving no rest Disposing of me Will serve a good deed That’s what you’re saying To make me believe I am the garbage I am not useful And since I’m your property You can destroy me Oh, this is what you do! This is how you breathe! A new mistake Is the reason for you to hate me More and more with every day I proved to be week And that’s why you’ll make me weep Throw me away like garbage Throw me away like shit Throw me away like nothing Forget about me I am the garbage And I am the trash Shameful existence Deserving no rest Disposing of me Will serve a good deed That’s what you’re saying To make me believe In my own discard
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Waves Of Hate 06:23
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Waves Of Hate I’m looking for a place Where I can sleep Not far from the grace Far from the deep But all hear is rage Come crushing down With waves of your hate Tearing me apart Sick society telling I’m wrong Sick society pretending I’m gone Sick society lying ‘bout me And you with them won’t let me be You said I shouldn’t be born You said you should have shoot me down And hide my body somewhere Where the dead dogs lie I’m looking for a place Where I can sleep Not far from the grace Far from the deep But all hear is rage Come crushing down With waves of your hate Tearing me apart I never thought I would write your words into the song But here I am literally quoting you “You’re sick You’re freak Should have killed you Before you’ve been born” I’m looking for a place Where I can sleep Not far from the grace Far from the deep But all hear is rage Come crushing down With waves of your hate Tearing me apart Tearing me apart Sick society judging my face Sick society destroying my grace Sick society lying ‘bout me And you with them won’t let me be You said my birth was mistake You said I should’ve been erased You ramped you’ll burry my body Where the dead dogs lie Year by year your hate crushed against me Like waves of the darkest ocean “You’re sick You’re freak Should have beat you More, more, more, more” {guitar solo} Am I a monster to you? Shame… Am I a beast to you? Shame… Have I ever been a child to you? … SHAME! I’m looking for a place Where I can sleep Not far from the grace Far from the deep But all hear is rage (your rage) Come crushing down With waves of your hate (your hate) Tearing me apart Your hate is tearing me apart! Tearing me apart…
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Broken Soul's Weep 04:51
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Broken Soul’s Weep I still remember The first time you’ve touched me The day my inner world fell apart But you said it’s my fault You said it was me blinded you And binded too To even make such a cruel thought Deceiving my belief Breaking all of me Denying my wish Defying my will You’re making a monster out of me I still remember Your fingers on my skin and deep under The burning feeling on my soul Oh, as I laid down so broken Oh, and my pain left unspoken And unheard Deceiving my belief Breaking all of me Denying my wish Defying my will You’re making a monster out of me As I lay down again Drunk with blood and hate Devouring me Against myself for being weak Forcing myself to go to sleep Eternal weep Deceiving my belief Breaking all of me Denying my wish Defying my will You’re making a monster out of me But I believe that someday I will manage to run To run away From all of the pain From all of my pain… Oh… I will manage to run… To run away… Oh… From all of the pain… Oh… Run away… Oh… From all of my pain… Run… Run away… From all of my pain…
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完全に不完全な者 02:42
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完全に不完全な者 誰って鏡に映った者 なぜって生きるって自分でも知らずに 完全に忘れられたその心 茜色の涙を 一歩一歩痛い目に どんな痛みも自分の所為 一歩一歩変わらずに 誰かこの人知っていると 悪魔！　ゴミだ！　いつも同じ答え 完全に捨てられたその魂 自分だけ責めるの癖になった 顔が知らんが鏡に映ったならこれを言おう： 不完全なお前には永遠の苦しみこそ相応しい 一歩一歩痛い目に どんな痛みも自分の所為 一歩一歩変わらずに
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Habit Of Self-Punishing 04:09
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Habit Of Self-Punishing It’s too late to save me I’m far beyond that point There’s no need to hurt me I can do it on my own Do you feel power over me While hurting with your words Does it feel right to you When you raise the hate against me In my own blood Oh I’ll punish myself Oh Don’t bother to give a hand This urge to hurt myself is too strong I can’t fight it, can’t break it down I’d ask your help, but I know there is no point You’d laugh at my face while joy Would fill your filthy heart So I’ll just punish myself for being me It’s not a crime, yet I feel my heart Is filled with hatred against myself I hate myself Oh I’ll punish myself Oh Don’t bother to give a hand It’s too late to love me I’m far beyond that age I don’t need you anymore I can suffer now by myself This urge to hurt myself is too strong I can’t fight it, can’t break it down I’d ask your help, but I know there is no point You’d laugh at my face while joy Would fill your filthy heart So I’ll just punish myself Punish myself Punish myself Punish myself! My existence requires to be punished
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Blameshifting 04:19
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Blameshifting Broken window Letting cold wind with the snow into my cage Enclosed in darkness Hearing whispers in the air always blaming me How many times I’ve turned around To ask you why Does all this shit Is always happening to me The only words I hear It’s not me, it’s you! Always has been you! And everything you do! Even when I betray you… It’s not me, it’s… you! Lonely shadows My only friends with voices so much louder Than my own mind By listening to them I’m becoming one with darkness So many times I’ve turned around To ask you why Does all this shit Is the only thing that I receive It’s not me, it’s you! Always has been you! And everything you do! Even when I betray you… It’s not me, it’s… you! It’s always been you! This world hates you! Not me – you! Not me – you! Not me – you! All that I gave, all that I’ve done And all the things I’ve proclaimed as mine Nothing has a chance in front of wicked game You’ve always played It’s not me, it’s… you!
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Despair 06:30
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Despair One by one they’ve left me Into the cold dark world I can hear they’re laughing Behind my back One by one they’ve betrayed me Disappeared from my side My heart won’t survive Too torn it is And every single step I take Every single breath I make Makes me suffer in thousand ways Makes me feel the hellish pain One by one they’ve pushed Knifes into my back All their reason was their faith I knew only their hate All alone I am now without Anyone to rescue me All alone I am now somehow Falling too deep And every single step I take Every single breath I make Makes me suffer in thousand ways Makes me feel the hellish pain They hate me for the life I live They hate me for the love I need They hate me for the thoughts of my mind They hate me for the beat of my heart All as one they’re dancing On remains of my soul I have no more will to fight They blew out my flame of hope Sitting in the cold dark corner In the home so long forsaken Crying ‘bout the heart that’s broken Living with no hope – there is no savior They hate me for the life I live They hate me for the love I need They hate me for the begging I’m shouting They hate me for my soul that’s suffering All as one they’re hunting me down Till I am ready to die There are no words could stop them They’re coming for my blood Who the hell needs the reason? No one needs the cause Though we were friends, the family They’re just tearing me apart And every single step I take Every single breath I make Makes me suffer in thousand ways Makes me feel the hellish pain They hate me for the life I live They hate me for the love I need They hate me for the thoughts of my mind They hate me for the beat of my heart One by one they’ve hurt me Betraying my trust Sitting in the cold dark corner In the home so long forsaken Crying ‘bout the heart that’s broken Living with no hope – there is no savior And every single step I take Every single breath I make Makes me suffer in thousand ways Makes me feel the hellish pain They hate me for the life I live They hate me for the love I need They hate me for the begging I’m shouting They hate me for my soul that’s suffering I am ready to die, I am ready flee Found myself in the deep darkness of my despair
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Escaping The Sanity 05:38
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Escaping The Sanity Ten thousand snakes bite me As you revealing my truth And try to destroy me Their poison is running Through my every vein Making me stronger Yet I'm forgetting my name Yes, I am insane And it is my My own choice I cry no more Oh, can't you see how messed up I already am Ten thousand feet under Is where my heart lies still Not beating at all Cold dark embracing With its every hand Giving me freedom By taking my mind Yes, I am insane And it is my My own choice I cry no more Oh, can't you see how messed up I already am You can’t break me more than I already am I am taking the path Of escaping the sanity Sanity Sanity Sanity is lost Lost Such a self-decepting fool I was To ever think you are on my side No Ten thousand of spiders Are crawling under my skin That’s how it feels like When urge for revenge Is stronger than I am It gives me power So you better run Yes, I am insane And it is my My own choice I cry no more I cry no more I cry no more I cry no more I cry no more Too messed up I am
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First Step Towards Being Strong 04:41
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First Step Towards Being Strong You thought you broke me Oh, yes, you did But you will never see my tears For once I took control over myself And you won’t see me fall I’m taking one step towards being strong Finally I’m taking first step towards being strong I closed my heart and Fell away from my sorrow And now I can clearly see You were using me in every way you wanted Leaving no ash behind I burn out But you won’t hear my scream For once I took control over myself And you won’t see me fall I’m taking one step towards being strong Finally I’m taking first step towards being strong I fade out and Leave no trace to follow So now you can clearly see You are nothing without me here To prove your dominance over weak Leaving no ash behind I burn out But you won’t hear my scream For once I took control over myself And you won’t see me fall I’m taking one step towards being strong Finally I’m taking first step towards being strong You thought you broke me Oh, yes, you did But you will never see my tears For once I took control over myself And you won’t see me fall I’m taking one step towards being strong Finally I’m taking first step towards being strong
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For All The Wounded Ones 03:04
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For All The Wounded Ones Raped, beaten, thrown away we are Still searching for excuses of why we live Broken, bleeding, erased from their lives One more step and we will fall You don’t need permission You don’t have to make them feel satisfied Few more words and you will fall But I’ll stand for you – For all the wounded ones Hated, chased, hunted we are Still looking for a shelter to sleep Cursed, forgotten, betrayed by the ones Who supposed to protect us in our time of need You don’t need excuses Don’t let them make you who you’re not And if you’re scared of whom they are Then I’ll stand for you – For all the wounded ones I’ll fight I’ll win For you For me For all the wounded ones For all the beaten ones For all the hated ones For all betrayed ones For you, I’ll stand, I’ll do I’ll fight for you You don’t need a reason to be You don’t have to pay for their mistakes Few more words and they’ll push you down But I’ll stand for you And for all the wounded ones

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released March 3, 2023

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