Habit Of Self-Punishing

from Wounds Of Betrayal by Petals Of Sorrow

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Habit Of Self-Punishing

It’s too late to save me
I’m far beyond that point
There’s no need to hurt me
I can do it on my own

Do you feel power over me
While hurting with your words
Does it feel right to you
When you raise the hate against me
In my own blood

Oh
I’ll punish myself
Oh
Don’t bother to give a hand

This urge to hurt myself is too strong
I can’t fight it, can’t break it down
I’d ask your help, but I know there is no point
You’d laugh at my face while joy
Would fill your filthy heart
So I’ll just punish myself for being me

It’s not a crime, yet I feel my heart
Is filled with hatred against myself
I hate myself

Oh
I’ll punish myself
Oh
Don’t bother to give a hand

It’s too late to love me
I’m far beyond that age
I don’t need you anymore
I can suffer now by myself

This urge to hurt myself is too strong
I can’t fight it, can’t break it down
I’d ask your help, but I know there is no point
You’d laugh at my face while joy
Would fill your filthy heart
So I’ll just punish myself
Punish myself
Punish myself
Punish myself!

My existence requires to be punished

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from Wounds Of Betrayal, released March 3, 2023

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